Great month however my mind is a cluster-fuck at the moment, bit difficult to gather my thoughts and ideas but I have still managed to make a playlist… So yeah, here.
I haven’t had time to write this post like my previous ones, this was down to a combination of procrastination and going out and doing stuff. I truly believe summer was not only made for ‘a break’ but for you to spend all your coin because I’m already broke and August hasn’t even started yet. Do prices increase during summer? or am I just broke?
I don’t know why but it felt like all those exams at GCSE went so much quicker. I done 22 exams, no lie and I remember the whole exam period going so fast but these A-Levels went on for time. I only had 5 exams as well but it felt like it was forever, I’m so thankful that I don’t have to be looking at gluconeogenesis because that was an actual myth. In my last exam (Biology paper 3) the last 30 minutes of the exam it dawned on me that I won’t need to sit in this hall or look at an exam paper again. I sat there and smiled throughout the rest of the exam. It’s not even like I hated my school or biology for that matter but I think it was more so the case that I’ve been like stationery, literally in the same setting for 7 years and it was tiring.
So that dreaded month is about to begin, when all A-Level students across the UK take exams. I understand that some may have already started this month but June is definitely when a ton of them start. I don’t even know how I feel about them, I feel like I have mentioned it before but it is always that feeling of never feeling like you have revised or prepared yourself enough for them. Listen, that feeling never goes it honestly haunts you like when you get in bed and you get all comfy and close your eyes – it just breaks in your mind and you just feel guilty for a human need?? I know I am not the only one that feels this but it’s dumb because shouldn’t we be prioritising out health? I’m not going to get into this now maybe a next time but yeah… sorry if I triggered you.
May was a good month even though not a lot of things has happened besides revision, I’ve just enjoyed it. If you haven’t known the UK is going through a general election which now I can actually vote in and I’m not even going to lie but politics is something that has never interested me since I was young but as I got older and more specifically after brexit I did feel a little cheated and it made me want to become more informed as the result of brexit will have a significant impact on me and my peers future. To be honest it does feel like that baby boomer generation shegged us I seen a tweet the other day basically saying something on the lines that they pulled the ladder up once they went up it and that analogy is too true!
What I Liked:
The main thing I liked this month was the fact that Sixth Form is nearly finishing, I just feel ready to leave. I’ve been at my school way too long and I just need a change of surrounding and summer to just start! Also just the rekindling of me just reading, I’ve ordered some books off amazon and I actually can’t wait to get more for summer. The new Spider-man trailer looks good too, I don’t like all the technology added to his suit… but it looked good nonetheless.
What I Watched:
Finally finally finally, I got to watch Get Out, now don’t ask me why it took me so long to watch it but I did. It was sick like the symbolism was weaved through it throughout and you could tell it was well thought out… but if I’m honest it wasn’t as amazing as everyone said it was. Perhaps this was because of how I left it so late to watch and the fact that I didn’t watch it in a cinema also how it was so hyped up I just went into watching that film hoping for something mad and it delivered definitely but I don’t know it needed something more. However I do recommend you watch it, if you havent like Jordan Peele did a great job with it and the message was clear. If you feel rattled by my review of Get Out, come buck me. Also I actually watched Riverdale and it was kinda good, its nothing special though it’s one of them shows were you can do stuff while watching it. I just want to know where ‘Miss Grundy’ is? and did Cheryl kill her grandma with that fire too?
What I am Listening to:
Obviously there is other tracks I’m listening to but one of the major constraints of SoundCloud is that it doesn’t have all the songs. I’m not about to write a list of the additional music sorry.
I also want to say that my heart goes out to the victims families for what happened on 22nd May. I cannot imagine how they must feel and it is truly disheartening.
It’s mad how fast the months go by when you are so aware of all the exams coming up and you create like some mental countdown that you can’t stop thinking about. I cannot wait to get them over with and just finish sixth form still. Anyway, I hope everyone is good, revising hard and what not. Just remember that summer is nearly here and you can be lazy af for 2 months… enjoy this playlist.
Just some small snippets of Jorja Smith at O2 academy in birmingham 1st April, she killed it.
Also big up Sol for the ticket oh and Jorja.
I PROMISE I WILL WRITE SOON KMT, I’M SO ANNOYING ANYWAY HERE IS A PLAYLIST. I LITERALLY HAVE NO TIME AT THE MOMENT. I’M JUST FINDING A LOT OF SHIT TOO MUCH IN CONNECTION TO WITH MY FUTURE REALLY, MY MOVEMENTS, MY GOALS, WHERE I WANNA BE AND WHAT MY INTENTIONS ARE IN THE FUTURE. IF U HAVE ANY ON HOW TO SORT OUT YOUR ADVICE HIT ME UP.
HAD TO POST THIS BEFORE APRIL, I MEAN LOOK AT THE TIME OF POST (23:21PM ATM FOR THOSE WHO DON’T KNOW). APRIL, I HOPE YOU TREAT ME WELL X
HAVE A GOOD APRIL EVERYONE.
It’s been a while, I haven’t really been on job with this to be honest, in terms of content but I am making sure to not miss this February playlist! I think/hope it’s just a case of not having any inspiration to write, I have told people this when they hit me up asking “Where’s the next post at?” and so on but every time I speak upon why; it creates this internal monologue like I need to think of something, post, go, don’t think just post and I know that the post will not be well thought through or even planned: just piss poor choices and impulsiveness.
However, I do appreciate it when people ask about the next post or give me feedback, it lets me know that people actually do read this blog and want to see more from it. So I am personally saying thank you to everyone who is supporting this and me. Hopefully I will have time to upload more posts in the following months but it all depends on revision because of A- Levels etc. Now that is out the way this is the February playlist.
I hope everyone has a productive March and continue to work hard.
No but can we deep how fast this year is going, soon I will have finished A-Levels. Also Remy Ma going in on Nicki’s life is how I want to be with this revision.